valentines day

well here it is again woohoo another lonely valentines day. but this year i actually sent one. it was to a ver sexy lady friend who i like very very much. i thought id pop round and put her card through the door and leave some flowers on the door step. but when i got there her lodger was there, so i decided to ask her to put them on her bed for me, just as i said that she pulls into her driveway DOH!!!!! i nearly shit meself. she sadi hey and chatted through her car window for a minuite, and i caught a wry smile on her face as her house mate ran inside the house rather unconspicuosly with a bunch of flowers and a card. she invited me in for coffee but i made up some excuse that i had to go for a meeting at church. oh man i hope she likes me. its not been long since her last relationship so....grrrrrr argh....!!! oh boy. im well nervous now oh well nothing ventured nothing ganed.

well we spent the rest of the night in a txt conversation. and basicly she dont want anything to do with anyone at the moe, but wants to stay close to me. sigh.........oh well see what happens huh?