how much does jesus love me

how much does jesus love me? enough so that i can live? just enough to get me through the year? does his love disspell my addictions, my fears, my failings? my day to day idiocys? can his love really cover all of my sins? or is it just written there in that book to make me feel better about myself? is it real to you?

why does he love me????? i do not know. for surely i am one of the most unlovable. surley i dont deserve it. for i know all the little things i do that would piss him off but still he remains. faithfull unmoveable unquenchable love for me. for ME!!!! i dont get it god. but thanks.

will you always love me jesus. when i am spitefull to you? will you love me when i forget about you? please let your love be a real and tangible thing to me jesus coz i dont want fluff and faf. dont remove it away from me, keep your love close to me lord and help me to let it in.

heres a cool pic i found on tinternet.

pets

well i descided it was time to get a pet. so i went and got some fish. i got 2 golds, and 5 white cloud mountain minoes. so far the golds have killed 4 of the minoes :( but seem to be living relitivly harmoneiusly with the last one which i named 8ball. coz hes the luckey one!!!! heres a pic of bert&ernie&8ball

Pc

yay i got me own pc at last i bought it off of ma good friend dom ward. for a right bargin price! its well good i even bought a wirless router so as i can go ont tinternet wire free!!!!! im well loving it!!!! heres a pic of the little table i bought to put me keyboard and mouse on. its well awesome technologie at its finest whod have thought it with me huh?

helens going back to uni

boohoo, sniff sniff......... well i guess she gotta go back sometime. its just a bit mean coz weve had a great summer being able to spend time with each other whenever we wanted. she gos back on the 14th. but hey its not like im never gona see her again, coz i can go up at the weekends yay!!!!

i hope we both dont find it too hard. he he he i can forsee me phone bill going up again he he. lord god i pray that you would help me and helen to cope and be strong when we are apart. help us both to put the effort into talking to and seeing each other. i pray your peace and love over our relationship lord god and that you would help us through these times. Amen.