money

well was pay day yesterday and thats great news for keef as the pressure is off. after paying out loads to get car through mot i can now pay back the bank what i owe them. doh! money sucks ass!!!!! ive been working at my freinds house everynight for 2 weeks to cover my debts and im well knackerd now.

thank you lord for those who have blessed me over the past 2 weeks it means alot to me.

i think i really need to push my boss's for my pay rise but its like what do i say? its so awkward.

help me lord not to be greedy.

helens coming back

oh hell yeah yay yay yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im going to get her tomorrow i cant wait she is gona be around for a whole month, i get all excited trying to think up stuff we can do its gona be well cool!!!!!!! im a little worried about her meeting ma rents tho.....partly coz i dont get on with mine as well as she does with hers.......oh well im sure it will be fine.

dogsitting

i think im getting a little more regular with my updates of my blog, altho helen will tell you otherwise.
yay im dog sitting again for my friends. woohoo, i always love dog sitting partly coz i love dogz but also it gets me out of the house for a week or so. lots of cool films to watch, lots of nice food to eat, and............no no wait for it................an in house tuck shop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gotta look after a bernerd and a border for a week while my friends go on holiday, should be cool. hope steve brings me back something rude to eat. i got an edable cow pat last time!!! he he.....

summer time

well im kinda thinking about what to do this summer. and so far id like to go to either passion for your name or momentum. seeing as they are both intermixed i might go to passion coz it could be more my thing, but hey itll all be cool coz my ladyeez going and all my freinds are to.

id love to go back to bulgaria to work in the orphanage out there like i did last year. but dont know much about whats going on with it. and i dont wana organise it coz i aint very good at that sort of thing. but id love to go. i found such a strong bond with some of the kids there from last year. it was well hard, but so fun as well as sad.

i have 19 days holiday to use up before the end of august. any ideas anyone?

wana go on holiday helen?

gods promises

it was metioned in church today, and the guy up the front said just think about all the promises god has promised you. and i was like what promises??? i mean i know the obvious ones in the bible but i couldnet think of personal promises of god to me.

has god made them to me?

maby i need to ask god for more stuff?

i duno but i cant think of many personal promises of god to me.

summer time

my beautifull lady

for she is very beautiful, and her name is miss helen varley. wow!!! i cant believe this has happend to us both. am currently visiting her in york and it is great. we had so much fun yesterday going round town and we went to the museum which was cool. oh my lord jesus thankyou so much for helen. for you made her to be so wonderful, she is so much more lovelly than she can imagine. im so pleased to be in a relationship with her. thankyou god.

so things are going well so far. i go home tomorrow and i dont want to coz i wont be able to see her for a bit. maby a week or so. but hey good job for phones and msn. we are going to the cadburys world this afternoon which will be fun!!!! yay for helen.